these days have been messy, every morning, collected the reports and pics,translated the overall news and posted to Orlando Love
http://elflady.com/orlandolove/showthread.php?p=558500

at first I was utterly excitied, i just couldn't believe,because we always ask ourselves ask the holy god when he will come to China...but this time,he did come! He's just been only 2hours flight to Shanghai.
I didn't realize he's already mess up my mind.

Then, I became calm and understand he's still so distant to me, even we've never been so CLOSE...sigh

Glad to see those sweet ladies at OL enjoying the reports, although gossips are too annoying to be involved:S But it's certainly my honor to do what I can do for bloomers.

Today, heard that he's left yesterday, I feel hallow... the hallow because of something had been fulled in your heart suddenly escaped.
I know maybe one day he will back again, and I'll get chance to see him in HK, but it won't be the same.

It won't be the same feeling I saw him hugging Viggo with teary eyes in his eyes at TTT premiere, the shivers when I watched my first time ROTK in a new year's eve in HK. and...so many memories...won't be the same ache for him at the beginning of this year.

it's a cold winter night, and I...

"Waiting for the present, for the present to pass
Waiting for a dream to last
You are not my lover, and you never will be
'Cause you've never done anything to hurt me"